Performing for you 16#

Cali
I passed him the cup."I wish that I could say I'm sorry, but you brought it to yourself, babe." Did I just call him babe? Hopefully he was too hung over to notice. Probably not.

Frederick
"Uh, it's horrible. Why do people drink when they know this is the aftermath" I complained, I liked the fact he gave me a little pet name, but I was being too lazy to comment.

Cali
"What amazes me is that you got drunk even after you're playing an alcoholic", I added.

Frederick
"It was never my intention to get drunk." Hey he remembered something from the script. I felt oddly tiuched because of that. "I never knew so little beer could make you drunk."

Cali
"That just means you have little to no alcohol tolerancy. You acted like a child, so you're a childish drunk. I am the slutty drunk just for the record, so don't get me drink around others", I added.

Frederick
"Ellie is apparently a childish drunk" I noticed slutty drunk? Hey that might come in use later on. "I didn't do anything too drastic, did I?"

Cali
"No, except you tried to rape me." Shit, that sounded way funnier in my head."I mean it in the best way possible."

Frederick
"Wait, what?" Did I? My eyes widened slightly, that was definitley one of the worst things that people do. "How can you mean that in the best way possible? That's one of the worst things"

Cali
"It was kinda cute, I could've pushed you away any time, but drunk you is a good kisser", I said. It came out way too wrong.

Frederick
I flushed slightly and dropped my gaze, "I am sorry anyway" I said, looking at my hands.

Cali
"Hey, I said it was okay", I used my hand to lift his chin up, to make him look at me, but in the end I couldn't resist covering his lips with mine.

Frederick
I smiled and kissed him back, glad he didn't completely hate me. "I can tell you my drunk kissing secret- I had a very good teacher"

Cali
"Mm, I've ruined you", I hummed against his kiss."Let's not do any of that wild crazy kissing right now. Kiss me like it's our first time." I sounded way too nostalgic.

Frederick
"Hm, that would be nun kissong right?" I asked, and pulled back from him so I could kiss him lightly and gently.

Cali
"Not necessarily. Just... Slow and delicate." This was such a new experience for me. Those quick and rough kisses were dozens of mini climaxes, but this... It felt like someone dug a hole in my body and everything I had or was was leaking out of thebhole.

Frederick
I hummed lightly, and kissed him how he asked. I had to admit, this was a lot nicer on the sore head. Plus it was way too early for anything rough.

Cali
I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled him close. The grip I had on him was much too desperate for such a little kiss. It felt like I was drowning in my thoughts and only holding him would make me ignore him for a while. I gasped for air, still locked to his lips. Yes, it may sound cute to breathe in someone else's air, but then it's just carbon dioxide, which meant I got no oxygen. How can a light kiss like this shatter me?

Frederick
I opened a single eye to quickly scan that Cali was okay. I moved my hands to the bottom of his hair to fiddle with it. I had to move my head away to take a breath, starving my brain of oxygen won't help anything.

Cali
"Why did we stop kissing like this?" I breathed. Nostalgic, for what? For when we were worried we'd go too far? Where his kisses left me smiling? Did being together turned into a chore? Hard, hard and complicated. I ruined him, rang throughout my head.

Frederick
"I don't know" I noticed quietly, opening both my eyes so I could look at him properly. Even if he is blurred because I am wearing no glasses nor contacts. He seemed troubled about something and I am not sure whether to ask why.

(ask away)

Cali
I pressed my forehead against his looking down. Maybe this all was wrong. Maybe we should have both found girls and had children and live happily ever after.

(you know its bad when he questions his sexualiry)

(it is very bad)
Frederick
"Cali, is something the matter?" I asked him, raising an eyebrow at him. I could tell something was bothering him know. I just hoped I could help hin sort out whatever it was.

Cali
"Kinda", I said simply, not wishing to go deeper into the subject. It hurt, to use the chick flick term.

Frederick
"What is it?" I asked, still keeping my voice soft. I had no idea what was wrong. Was it somerhing I said/did yesterday? Whatever it was definitley something big.

Cali
"I'm sorry, I feel like we rushed into this, it's going to fast and I fear that I might hurt you because I'm not a good person, I'm really not, I use people just to get what I want and then I just throw them away like a plane ticket after the ride and I feel like I used you too, you should have ran from me, ran far away, I am like a goddamn anaconda, I find my prey and I strangle it, squeezing the life out, and I feel like I ruined you." Somewhere in the middle of that monolouge I removed myself off fo him and sat on a different side of the couch.