Performing for you 16#

Frederick
"What? Cali this sounds ridiculous. You haven't used me, nor do I think you have ruined me. What makes you think like this?" I asked, my concern growing by the minute.

Cali
"I don't know, you're different", I hugged my knees. Laugh all you want. The great Callipso Ravelle breaking out of his shell and being human. This was new, I didn't like it.

Frederick
I tilted my head slightly, "I've changed? How?" I asked, maybe I could go back to being the Freddie Cali wants and this conversation will fade into obscuberty (fuckspelling). I didn't like how Cali was acting, what is going to become of us?

Cali
"I don't know", I can't find my way with words. How do I describe this feeling that slowly ate me alive."I feel like we're becoming strangers, and soon we'll be just friends with benefits, a casual phone call because we want to get off."

Frederick
Sadly, I could see where he was coming from. But I didn't want us to become friends with benefits, I would really hate that. "Is there anyway to stop that from happening?" please don't say the answer I am thinking off.

Cali
"I don't know, I should probably move out, we should just pause for a while." This wasn't love. I can't keep him in this relationship for too long, it's poison.

( :c)

Frederick
Exactly the answer I was dreading. I don't want him to go, not really, but his words are true. No matter how much I wanted to deny their innocence. I sighed, looking down towards my hands. "Do what ever you think is best"

Cali
"I don't--know what's best, I've-I've never done anything like this before", I was stuttering, badly. No, don't ever leave me. Don't let me leave you.

Frederick
"Surprisingly enough, neither have I" I don't want him to leave. But- but it is up to him, his happiness is most important to me at the moment. I rubbed my eyes with my hand, sighing quietly.

Cali
"I-I'll just go-I'll return for my stuff later." I got up and pressed a kiss onto his temple, where I could feel his heart beat. I put on my shoes, grabbed my jacket, and just walked away.

Frederick
I sighed, placing my head in my hands. I don't want him to go, I want him to stay. But he had a point, even if that point was not one I wanted to agree with. He means a lot to me and if he thinks this is best, then I'll go along with it.

{skip? to what actually?}

Frederick
Only one word can describe how life has been recently: hectic. There is all the talk shows, all the interviews. Not to mention all the female audience following me where ever I go. It is hard to walk down the street without being bombarded (ehhspelling) by hundreds of girls. All under age as well. It's hell really, plus there isn't any comfort at home anymore since Cali left.

{sry godmod, but eh
I CONTROL YOU
POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU}

Cali
I moved back in with Mel (needless to say she hates me) and spent my days watching the footage those damn paparazzi got off Freddie. They were closer to him than me, dammit. And bastards don't deserve him either. Did I deserve him? Probably not. And there was this one night, one endlessly desperate night when he was all over internet because to the question 'do you have a girlfriend' he said no. I still had his number on my phone. I pressed call.

Frederick
The sound of my phone buzzing made me jump. I was curled up on my sofa with a cup of coffee, and the phone was a little distance away from me. I sat up with a small groan and picked it up. If it was an unknown number I wouldn't answer, and as the name flashed up on the screen, I was shocked. Why is he calling? I clicked answer and held it to my ear, worried about what he was going to say. "Cali..?"

Cali
"What would you have said if they asked you if you were single?" I asked. There was no way, no alternate universe in which this wasn't insanity. But, to quote a popular song, he was also my clarity.

Frederick
"I would say that I am single, but in love" I replied, quite confused with why he asked that question, I didn't really expect it. But then again, I had no idea what he was going to ask or say.

Cali
Well that was fast."Who's the lucky fella?" His house wasn't far from Mel's flat. Not fifteen minutes by walk. Then I did the most impulsive thing. I headed to it. I've never done anything like this, if you exclude the night when I recklessly said I loved him and then had the best hook up ever. Ancient history.

Frederick
"I think you'll know him. He wears glasses, his face does an adorable scrunch-y thing when he laughs" I couldn't say the one word, what is he waa calling to say he got a new boyfriend? Or what if he didn't care.

Cali
"Don't. Don't say you love me. It's too impetuous to say you love me. Don't." I stopped in my tracks. Me. He said he loved me, on a multiple occasions now, and I didn't say it back, not once before that night.

Frederick
I sighed lightly, "Would you prefer if I lied?" I asked, I didn't want to lie. I believe I do love Cali, and I don't know anyway to stop myself from loving him.

Cali
"I don't know." If I ran I would be there in ten minutes. But I don't run."Tell me about the movie."

Frederick
Very abrupt change of subject. But I didn't mind, it was just nice to talk to Cali again. "What would you like to know?" I asked, settling into a more comfortable position.

Cali
"Did it end without any drama? Did your coactress ask many questions? Did the cameraman unnecessarily zoom your face all the time?" I know I would.

Frederick
"It did end without a lot of drama, apart from an argument between the girl playing Ellie and cameraman. She said he had got all the lighting wrong, when it was in fact fine" I replied, "It was actually kind of funny, considering how short the cameraman is. I don't think she did, but she did notice how you didn't turn up anymore"